So, I've spent the last four days drowning my thoughts in as much homework, artwork, TV, games and sleep deprivation as humanly possible. This, of course, wouldn't be necessesary if my damn mind had a mute button, but unfortunately, it doesn't, so it takes all of this effort just to stop my mind from thinking about things I really don't want to. What am I trying to not think about?

My break-up.

On Wednesday, my girlfriend and I broke up, bringing our two year relationship to a close. It, fortunately, didn't end with a big fight, or really with any resentment between us about it (at least, I hope) since it's been on the horizon for a little while... But still, I feel an immense sorrow whenever I think about it. The first night afterwards was hell, and that's why I've pretty much been running myself to exhaustion so that I don't have the hour of laying there to ponder on things... I really should come to terms with it, but I just don't think I can handle that right now.

So, back to mindless distraction and loads of caffeine (despite my prior addictions and withdrawal from too much of it)... I just needed to get this out, since it'll at least help me with keeping my mind occupied in the mean time.